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07-20-2007

    Home once more.

    I'm finally home again. Got back from the Philippines last night at around 11. If you love In N Out, try going a month without it, then eat extremely bad (airplane food equivalent) food and nothing else for about 17 hours, and then eat an In N Out Cheeseburger. Nothing will taste any better :) .

    This years departure - or arrival back home - was made even harder because I am leaving behind those I love. Then again, I plan to attend college there, at the University of the Philippines. I just have to gather my papers and mail them. It's kind of a big life decision, moving to another country, but… it's not a sacrifice at all. I'm hoping my feelings survive. It's easy to be so sure in your mind at the moment only to have it change tomorrow. "I love her! / I love him!" Such words with no doubt, no uncertainty. But time is life's strongest force, not love.

      I hope I am wrong. I hope life proves to me that love is much stronger. We shall see.

    My mood seems to be slipping already. *slaps self*. I have been given much inspiration. Of course, such inspiration is sometimes awkward when translated to fanfiction and my fandom of some female characters in certain anime series (Hinata! xD). But, nevertheless, my ability to write has been borne again. Perhaps I can even crack open the file to my book and continue writing. Yes, I might even be able to do that. I am optimistic :) .

    On another note, I cannot retrieve my works from my desktop computer. I have exhausted all my plans, and short of sending the hard drives to the manufacturer and paying hundreds of (maybe a thousand) dollars to manually bit-string together every single kilobyte of two 300gb drives, there is no way. However, because of vacation, nothing can get me down. My mood high so far has lasted a week (incredible!), and with it, I will blast music and write away… expect a chapter from Christmas For Naruto-Kun within a week :D . But, then, I'm off to Europe in a week, so then you'll have to wait a while for the chapter after that x_x.

    I'm off to eat breakfast. Can you believe that the Philippines does not have Rice Krispies? The blasphemy. I must be sure to pack one of my two balikbayan boxes next year stock full of Rice Krispies cereal boxes (no joke '-').  Alright, enough blogging. Time to eat!

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