Reunion

Today I saw the faces of fellow classmates I had not seen in four years. It was very overwhelming, exciting, and fun. It’s been so long. It’s very strange to see people change completely in personality but not at all in appearance. The same face I had known would have a different voice and sense of humor. But then again, I’d think of myself and how much I have changed since 2004.

Seeing the school four years later too is quite amazing. The drinking fountains are literally below my waist. I can touch the roof of the bathroom, and I can do more than one pull-up on the bars. Some things are missing, like the sand around the kindergarten playground and the monkey bar playground area which used to be on the field across from the middle school classrooms. The auditorium is smaller. Some things haven’t changed; Sister Sharon still has a voice whose tone grates on my nerves, and the locker rooms still smell like ass. But, it’s a distinctive, nostalgic ass. Not enough for me to sit and reminisce in though. Well, I remember this one time Ross Clare tried to hold the door closed with his belt and then Coach Sanchez blew the door open…

I can’t even type all the memories I dug up with my old classmates. It would take hours. Check the myspace or the facebook for pictures. Unfortunately, for the dozen or so people who did show up, there were many I was sad to not see. My best friend Anthony didn’t show up. Joey, Paul, Marty, Johnny, Henri, most of the guys didn’t show up. Some girls like Farren, Kelly, and Roxanna didn’t show up. Oh well.

I look forward to hanging out with some guys at my house this weekend and nerdin’ it out. Come to think of it, I have never played John or Anthony in a Starcraft or Counter-Strike match before. I wonder if I should install Descent 2 on the computers. That hell would still be worth it.

Hey, do you guys remember scorch?  

Three Words

Lara: but still youre so..
Lara: amazing
Lara: god i love you

It’s been a rough day. There’s nothing better than to have those words told to me. 

Happy Valentine’s Day

Lara: never seems to get smaller
Lara: its soo big
Lara: and like
Lara: ahh mm…
Biya: just keep sucking that
Biya: and giving me bad images
Biya: that are bad yet so good
Lara: aha
Lara: well
Lara: im not sucking it the whole time
Lara: its soo big
Biya: oh my
Lara: i have to lick it after a while
Lara: ahaha
Biya: …
Lara: its like i have to suck half at a time
Lara: and like
Lara: lick after my jaw hurts
Biya: oh god
Biya: please stop
Lara: i am
Lara: its too much information
Biya: too much
Biya: yet not enough
Lara: oh? not enough
Biya: please don’t get on vent
Biya: god forbid you had a webcam
Biya: *nosebleed*
Lara: ahahaha
Lara: actually ido
Lara: somewhere
Lara: and no i wont
Lara: i dont want people to hear me suck
Lara: and lick
Lara: my jaw hurtsss
Lara: D:
Biya: ahahah
Biya: i’m sorry?
Biya: FOR BEING SO HUGE
Biya: jk
Biya: rofl
Lara: ahaha
Lara: its ok
Lara: it just tastes to good
Lara: so i cant stop
Lara: but my jaw hurts
Lara: its a dilema
Biya: oh my
Biya: you know
Biya: this is blog material

Choo Choo

Life has become increasingly difficult to maintain without significant sacrifices. I have effectively stopped writing and designing completely in order to keep up with the times. Lara and I have each our own life problems which constrain and contain us; I cannot see her nearly as much as I want to, and I cannot help her at all. For all the work I have put into toughening up, I am left useless when I have to care for someone other than myself. Fifteen weeks until a little salvation arrives - graduation.

I have halted all fanfiction series and stopped all commissions until this summer. I need my free time to relax from my hectic life. I apologize to those who have been waiting over two years for me to finish some series. High school sure is hell. 

First Kiss

What words can describe the love between a boy and a girl? Well, I can try to start.

I missed! But, her nose was soft as I had imagined. I laughed awkwardly and pulled back slightly, but she looked into my eyes. She breathed on my lips and I couldn't remain unmoving.

Her lips, her tongue, so sweet.

Then, the phone rang.